When We think about it now, our father might have begun to deteriorate since October 1996. Nevertheless, judges for the first court claimed that he insulted the courtroom and ordered him to leave many times. The mass media observed the scene and wrote that our father was malingering, which jeopardized his personality. In those days, he would have already lost the ability to understand where he was and what he was doing.
Why didn't We recognize this? Why did We believe in his malingering, just crossing our arms to see him deteriorate? We could have confirmed his medical condition with the defense team for the first court, and why didn't We do that? Admitting that We were still a child, We were silently looking at our father's deterioration in the general mood of the people as well as with sentiments as his daughter who wished that he were not actually ill.
It has already been five years since We lost privileges to visit our father. We really regretted about leaving him to the state of insanity. Even now, our father is left alone in darkness on the other side of the thick wall of visitation refusal. We cannot just sit still and watch any longer.
Psychiatrists who examined our father agreed to the possibility of healing with medical treatment. Despite such comment, he is left alone without receiving medical treatment.
What can We do now? We believe it is to publicize the bare truth about our father We saw. Whatever label is placed, our father is not malingering. He is in a state of insanity, requiring medical treatment. Even though nonexistent vision is pushed on him, total blindness of our father is not a mistake.
Our father in our mind is not a prisoner sentenced to death. It is because We believe the default judgment granted on our father is invalid.
However, it is not our desire to claim our father’s innocence. Since he was not allowed to stand trial and has never talked about the incident with his mouth, We do not know how he is involved in the incident.
All We hope is for our father to receive medical treatment and speak the truth. The trust about the so-called Aum incident has not been clarified because our father was not able to speak at all. We would like to hear what happened from his mouth. If We don't do anything, the incident will be weathered with the truth unknown. No lessons will be learned, and recurrence of similar incidents cannot be prevented.
We would also like to know the truth about why it was not even possible for our father to receive medical treatment.
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